Feel so uneasy when things are not done.

The only way to get things done is not about getting help from other because the problem lies fully on me. I need to take my first steps ASAP if not, I will really regret for life.

I really hope one of this days, I will have a sudden boost on my courage for me to take my first step.

If I were to message you, will you reply me or you will ignore my message?

_______________, will you be my valentine?

Today is Valentine Day

How good would it be if I can celebrate this special day with the girl I love?

Saying about valentine day, during Chinese New Year, most of my relatives are asking me this two common questions:
1) When I want to get a girlfriend?
2) When I want to get married?

For first question, is not I don't want find but is I don't have the courage to confess to her
For second question, isn't it too early to decide now?

I must have the courage to confess to her when I see her the next time. Hopefully I can do it. :x

How I wish I can go to your house to celebrate New Year with you and your family.

A few more minutes will be a start of a new year. Hope that this new year will give me the courage to confess to you. Really can’t stop thinking about those days which I have the best opportunities to confess to you but I just can’t do it.

Valentine day also coming and how I wish I can also spend it with you.